Bring Me My Chapstick?

Yeeeeeeeeeah! Spring break! My favorite break of the year!

It's not so much the break part that I like, it's more of what they represent-
the end of the school year!
Now that is something to be excited about.. because after that break
(for summer vacation, of course), it'll be
SENIOR YEAR!
That's right! We're already almost to the part where I begin rest of my life.
Oh. Scary.
Spring, however, is not necessarily my favorite time of year.
You see, it marks the annual arrival of my well-known arch-enemy
(or, uh, one of my arch-enemies)
allergy season.
(Duhn. Duhn. Duhhhhhhhhhhhn.)
Which to me calls for less sleep, headaches,
snotty-runny-nasty-noses, frequent chapstick uses,
aaaaand
(for some odd reason)
frequent bad-hair days.
Which means, seeing as I'm a seventeen-year-old-girl,
that is not such an awesome thing for me.

A plus, though. It's almost tank-top-and-shorts season.
Which is always fun for me because I own a lot of those.
The issue with that, though..
it's the same thing as swimsuit season.
Uh-oh.
Guess that means Jaysee's gotta get into shape.
Eat right and exercise. That's how we do it.
(Emphasis on the exercise part, though..
..I've got to get rid of that pudgy tummy. Yeesh.)

Fortune Cookie Rebellion.

Even though that made no sense to you, the title was completely relevant in my head.

I keep telling myself that I'm goint to update this thing more often, but I get busy.
(And beeeelieeeve me, I've been busy. Talk about a stressful moment.. I'm working through it though, so don't worry.)

So now I'm just enjoying what I've got right now... I'm freezing and hungry, true, but I'm chatting with my good buddy Todd on Facebook and texting my wonderful, gorgeous, sweet and overall fantastic boyfriend Chris. Doesn't get much better than that, I tell ya.

And reader, you know what? Things have been really down for me lately. I mean, so much has gone wrong.. but someone I care about berry berry much gave me this brilliant idea that goes something like this:

yeah, life basically sucks right now. But the thing is, a bad attitude isn't going to fix anything, so what's the point in having one? Things'll only get worse.

So I'm taking the advice and trying an optimistic attitude. Which is good, because right now, a negative look is NOT going to help.

Just.. keep positive, Jaysee. What happens, happens. Go with the flow. Hakuna matata. (:

Once I'm in I Own Your Heart.....

Song lyrics as the entry title. Lame, yes. Sorry.
It's just that Adam Lambert's singles are out
and I can't get "For Your Entertainment" out of my head.
Gyyarsh, I suck. [:

So.. yesterday was Halloween. Obviously. I couldn't pick out a costume,
so I just did my usual attire:
black clothes and eyeliner,
and I let the people's imaginations run wild.
It's not like I got to trick-or-treat anyway. But I did take my brother and littlest sister around.
Which was fun.

Aaaaaaaanyways, yesterday something else happened.
We were watching two of our favorite ghost shows..
and you know how on Ghost Adventures
they say "dude, dude" repeatedly when they "see or hear something"?
Well, we got video of my brother imitating Aaron's frantic "dude, dude"-ing.
It's hilarious. He does the face and everything.
It's on my YouTube [summrbreak]. Go check it out. [:

Sorry I'm boring today.
I just haven't got much to say!
Ill think of something to talk about...

So I've pretty much come to the conclusion that my friends rock.
Because seriously, they're the best. I can't even explain it.

If the whole musician thing doesn't work for me,
I've decided on a career to fall back on.
I'm gonna be a ghost hunter!
I haven't decided if I want to try for TAPS
or start my own paranormal society
but either way I'd love to be on TV.
I already know all sorts of stuff about ghosts,
equipment, or anything to do with that.
Go ahead, quiz meh. [;

Barbecue Sauce on the Moooon!

This blog is going to be written in sandwich format, which is a simpler way of saying I'm going to write a good thing (top bread), then a bad thing (meat), then another good thing (bottom bread), in order to make the blog (sandwich) look better. Sooo.. here goes:

Top Bread: I bought a new tank top and new shoes, there are Otter Pops in the freezer (if Kayla doesn't eat 'em all), Alayna's sweet 16 is Tuesday (which had better be important, seeing as I skipped the essential American Idols Tour to go to her party), we get to eat El Matador salsa (yummy yum) with our burritos tonight, it's almost Monday (on Monday, add #ChuckMeMondays to all of your Tweets), which is when ChuckTV announces the Chuckisode of the week! I LOVE CHUCK! You should see it. [:

Meat: What is it with everybody being cranky lately? Grr. I mean, seriously? What the crap did I ever do to anybody to deserve getting yelled at all the time? OF COURSE I'm gonna be annoyed if I've got enough to keep me busy and then I get one more thing piled on top. YOU BET that when I'm in the middle of something I want to do and someone chooses interrupt me with something else, I'm not gonna be happy. And NO DUH, I'm gonna be an upset little camper when I'm just doing what I've been asked and something goes wrong. But does anyone care? Nooooo. It's all about them.

Bottom bread : I'm following some pretty amazing people on Twitter! If you have one, follow KrisAllen4Real (Kris Allen), AnoopDoggDesai (Anoop Desai), Allison4Realzzz (Allison Iraheta) and, most importantly, adamlambert (Adam Lambert.. duhhh).

Now those are just some of them. If you go to http://twitter.com/jaysizzzle , then click on "following", you'll see the full list of fantast-a-freaking-listic people that I'm following! Oh, and don't forget to follow me! I promise I don't usually "Twat" (Adam Lambert's awesome word for boring Tweets)!

Soapbox Time.

[This rant is not intended to attack, judge, or point fingers at any individual. I am not, in any way, claiming to be perfect. This is just a big long thing about what's been on my mind recently. I didn't force y'all to read this, so don't get all peeved at what I say.]

If there's one thing I've learned in my sixteen years on this dark and once green planet, it's the history of this crazy little thing in existence called "integrity". I know.. freaky, right? As my life progresses in its usual dull manner, I have been able to take note on this thing. I've found that "integrity" has become small, weak, and usually defenseless. As we all know, the circle of life states that the weaker force is nearly always overpowered, and so integrity has, by this big monster called "ego". The ego bug has settled and overwhelmed the population, an I have personally witnessed the integrity deplete and nearly fall into the hands of extinction.

I am not trying to say that there is not a person with integrity these days whatsoever. I'm merely pointing out that the compassion which is given as a birthright to people is generally buried underneath the poison-like substances of selfishness and the dire need to feel important. However, there are occasional traces of humanity and love still found. They're just.. really hard to get to, that's all.

One of the aspects of integrity I have been missing the most would be the honesty. There is not a thing I am bothered by more than that of a person who leads more than one life. I find it hard to associate with people who are so different from day to day, they might as well be separate people. Leading a double, triple, or even quadruple life is not only confusing, but also a version of lying and hypocrisy. Hypocrites and liars hold a very damp page in my book. There is no quality lower to me than one of a person who can't keep a constant story. One who says the first thing followed by acting on the second (which the first heavily frowns upon) is, to me, an extremely sick being, and not sick in the cool way. I believe in consistancies. Personally, I attempt to be the same person with each and every being in my life, and it all seems to be working quite well with me. Those who have to keep things "on the DL" that they do, (say, for example, behaving rudely and inappropriately around their friends, but telling others that they would never dosuch a thing) should know that that basically makes them a liar and/or hypocrite. Eventually, said person will get caught up in their own web of lies and will find it tricky to find an escape, if there is one at all.

Finger pointing and judging also retain a solid sorrowful place in my peeve book. I strongly believe that there is not a person in this universe who holds such a right, to judge another being based on gender, race, lifestyle choices, or sexuality; anyone who disagrees is, in my opinion, incredibly narrow-minded and, simply put, stupid. People were put on this earth to love and care and make their own choices and exercise their own free will; they shouldn't have to worry about how others will treat them as a cause of their choices and actions. Don't get me wrong- everyone is entitled to their own opinion. But I don't think it's quite fair for people to use their opinions to oppress others and shove them into a "perfect" little box. Not everyone has to be like everyone else. It's up to them. Before any person starts wagging his finger at an other's preferences and choices, perhaps they should look at their own faults, and let "he who is without sin cast the first stone".

Please, let's leave the intra-personal judging to God, and let's all try to be healthy beings, honest ones. You'd be surprised at how many great things could come for letting peace into your life.

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They were dancin', and singin'...

Great news;
IT'S SUMMERRRRRR!

Awesomeness, yes?
I'm way too excited!
This summer's gonna be great! I have all sorts of plans!
And Junior year at BLHS is gonna be sooo different.
I'm going to make a whole bunch of lifestyle changes.
Hopefully it makes things a whole lot more.. awesome!

Plus, my darling homegirl Elesha and I are going to create our
VERY OWN VOCABULARY!
As in, we're making up our own bangin' slang words!
And we'll totally call pinks on them. So if anybody else uses them-
We get to give 'em all sortsa crap for it!

OH goodness. I'm thrilled.

Don't forget-
since it's summer, summrbreak is gonna be making many new YouTube videos, so don't forget to subscribe, watch, and enjoy!

Have a grrrreat summah!